Ciara's 3rd Week of Life - Updates

Ciara is growing up really fast, she's 3 1/2 weeks old. Her hair is getting lighter and her face is begining to light up when she sees different people. Her head is still pretty wobbly but she's getting alot of strenght. I can't believe she is here still, it's surreal, looking down at my belly and her no longer being in there. It felt like she was in there forever, but I can't remember what it was like just having Noah and April, it's like she has been here forever. Noah is such a sweeteheart, he loves Ciara and is always asking me if he can help with sissy, changing her, bathing her, just loving her. April on the other hand is being a bit of a Princess, she wasn't really like it when Noah was born, because she was still too little but she has alot of tanrums and does little things for attention when i'm feeding Ciara or doing something with her. She has hiden her clothes while i'm bathing her on more than one occasion. I feel bad for her that she has to do those things and i'm trying to her her as much attention and time as I can but it's hard to evenly split my times because Ciara just needs so much of it. Once Ciara and Noah go down for their sleep most days unless I really need to do something we have April and Mummy time, but she is growing up and it's just a phase, she needs to know and understand that Ciara needs my time, and I still love her so much. So Adam's ging back to work tomorrow, it's going to be hard. He has been such a huge help, with so many little things, putting the clothes in the washing machine, putting the dishes away, making the bed. Just things that have saved me alot of time. It's going to be hard adjusting to a day when he isn't there. He is taking shorter hours and gets to work from home every now and then which is really helpful. I have also lost about 9kg since giving birth to Ciara. I'm hoping to loose at least 12kg before summer hits and hopefully be back in a swimsuit! Thats really all in updates, i'll try and update more often, but you know how it is with 3 children, or you can imagine.