I never throught it could be so tough. I did know it would be a huge change from just having April and Noah but it's really hard. April and Noah don't understand how much attention Ciara needs and are getting upset and frustarted over her. Then I get frustrated with them and it starts a cycle. Ciara is a really good baby, but can get fussy when there are people always in her face and fussing over her. I know April loves her little sister but she has just been in her face and touching her non stop. It's jusy a juggling act, and right now i'm finding it really hard to juggle everything. I love having a newborn again, all the firsts coming up, the smells and just the feeling of having someone depend soley upon you. But then I was just enjoying life with April and Noah as they were growing up and I was getting back to alot of things I left behind. I guess it will wait a little longer.
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